September 30

Finding Forrester – Film Analysis

Finding Forrester, written by Mike Rich, was a story about a black, American teenager that grow up in the Bronx where he had an inner passion to write; however, he showed the world that he was an ordinary basketball player to get accepted by the people close to him. Jamal Wallace, the lead character, practiced day and night to perfect his basketball skills but also better his writing with the help of William Forrester, who had given up on writing many years ago. The two gradually become very good friends, and help each other through the hardships and tensions of life. After reading the book, and studying the movie in quite detail, I have discovered that even thought the film and novel have many similarities, the film still misses a lot of details and incidents present in the novel.

                Firstly, in the book and the film, the two characters, Jamal and Forrester, are exactly how they are described in the novel. Jamal is a talented, yet very smart young adult who he is trying to fight the world and is still trying to look for the pathway that life will take him. On the other hand, Forrester is a very talented writer, who had given up on his dreams many years ago. Jamal, because of his secret writings, got accepted to the finest high school in his state, where he betters his game and school work. Forrester lives in a lonesome apartment, which was invaded by Jamal because of a bet he had with his friends; gradually, the two become life- long companions.

                Despite the plot line and the character being the same in the film and the novel, their many incidents in the novel that was cut from film to make it more interesting so it can attract a larger audience. Some parts cut from the novel: when Claire finds out about the plagiarism and the make-out scene between Jamal and Claire. Also, everything in the film was told in much less detail in the film rather than the film. Even though we see that Jamal has a real passion for books and writing, we do not get to explore that passion in much detail; furthermore, many other characters such as Fly, Crawford, and Claire were not explored with much detail and insight information. We just learned a little bit about their life and background in a couple of scenes.             

 After doing a thorough investigation of the Finding Forrester, I have reached a consensus that even though a novel and a film are almost identical, there still lie many differences. Whether you are studying a piece for school, writing about it in a newspaper, or even learning about a novel for fun, make sure you study both forms of work present: book and film. Many students in our generation question other people, “why read the book when you can watch the movie;” however, if you do that, then you will be missing out on great amount of detail and I have proved that in the following film analysis.

Finding_forresterFinding Forrester – Review

Times Square Magazine

September 30

Fear is not real.

Dreams are suppose to be your desires, your unconscious wants. But some dreams are turned into nightmares. Nightmares are what people fear the most, because these thoughts are realistic enough to scare you till you are nothing but composed of your fears. What do you fear? Is it spiders? Or heights? I myself have many fears such as failure or death. Let me tell you a little secret fear is not real. Fear is not real because fear is just a configuration made up from our minds, but danger is real because it is the external cause of your fear and it can cause physical harm to you.

As many of grade twelve’s like myself, each of us is scared of what the future may hold for us. Will we get accepted into university or not, it is a horrifying thought. But think about it we are scared of something non-existent, I am not saying that it is not real, but university is not a danger that can cause physically damage you. On top of this stress, I also have a planned surgery coming up and to be completely honest I am freaking out, scared out of my mind about the operation. I am trying to escape from this fear but we as human beings are created to feel, feel all emotions. We cannot just turn them off with a switch. These emotions stay with us until we have conquered it to realize what we have accomplished and that we had made it though the difficult times of our life. Where did I get this idea of fear is not real you ask? Well if you have seen it or not I got the saying from a movie called After Earth with Will and Jayden Smith.

Now the question here is how we can see the difference, how can we tell what our minds have created, what the world, and earth, has created? This is one of the many questions that are simple to answer yet at the same time too complicated to answer, these are ideas or thoughts that we dread to respond back to because we are terrified to admit the truth. This reminds me of the movie Inception a dream within a dream, a fear that is doubled, and a fear within a fear. Now the REAL question here is, are you terrified of the word real or the question because when put side by side does it not get you wondering about the existent of life, why, how, why not? Do not fear, it is a choice whether you decide make it or not.

 

After Earth

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September 30

My Love

I love cars. Fast cars. Ever since I was eight I have loved cars. It shaped who I am now and it will shape who I am going to be in the future, even if it seems like they seem like they do not play a role in my life. My passion for cars started when my dad bought a  convertible Mercedes-Benz SL 500 around the time I was just a merely an eight year old boy who had nothing to look forward too except for cartoons. When I first laid my eyes on the V8 beast with over 300 horsepower I was completely stunned. That was one of the most beautiful things that I laid my eyes on as a kid. Things only got better when my dad took me for a ride. I had never felt that kind of sensation before; the wind rushing through my hair and my body glued to the seat because of all the force exerted on it. After that day, I got hooked onto that feeling and I wanted more. I guess I could be called an addict.

My love for cars stayed strong as I grew older, but I loved cars in more technical ways. Not only was it about the speed and the freedom of cars, but it was also about the engine specs. I transitioned into that phase at around 12 years old and there was no turning back. It was all because of my older cousin Montu, who was around 25 at that time. He had recently bough a powerful 300 horsepower Nissan 300ZX with a twin-turbo engine. That car was nothing like anything that I had ever seen before. It had manual transmission, was right handed drive, and possessed a very futuristic and aggressive shape. He always took me for rides when I went over to his house because he would be annoyed of me begging and I would enjoy every second of me being in it. Over time, I started to focus more on the topic of driving itself and I was intrigued about how my cousin drove and how to drive. I spent so much time around my cousin and his car that he started to let me change the gears of the car while he controlled everything else. As things progressed, the moment eventually came where my cousin trained me enough for me to drive his car. We drove to a empty lot and there he gave me control of his car. I could barely reach the pedals and I could barely see over the dashboard, but for some reason he still let me attempt to drive it. Once I was ready I pushed down the car and started the car. The ignition noise of the car was breathtaking, and I felt like a knight learning how to ride a monstrous dragon. In my first attempt to make the car go I stalled; a few more attempts to put the car in first gear also resulted in a stall. A few attempts later I got the car to start moving without stalling, and that made me feel just amazing. Until I stalled a few meters ahead and was brought back to reality. I got a taste of driving but that still was not enough. I needed more.

Fast forward until early August and there I was still being car-less and bumming rides of people. I  had worked the whole summer and saved up a bit over 2000 dollars and I knew that most of that money was going towards a car. There I was stuck in an awkward situation; I had enough money to buy a car but the only problem I had was finding car one that I would be proud to call my own. Still craving those feelings I had since I was a kid had me working hard in finding a car perfect for me. After weeks of looking around I was still unable to find anything, but I was still persistent. Then, one day, I got a text from my dad saying that his mechanic friend has a few cars lying around that I could check out soon. So that same day we went and there she was resting in the dusty gravel, a 1997 Honda Civic DX Hatchback. When I first saw her I knew that she was the the perfect fit for me and I needed to have her. After some talking and some looking, the deal was finalized. It was beaten up in it’s current state but the mechanic ensured me that everything would be cleaned and fixed for me, and that is exactly what happened. After waiting for quite a bit, the car was was finally ready to drive on September 18th with all the insurance and registration done. I was incredibly eager to drive and and become one with it. When I drove it for the first time it felt great, not on the outside but on the inside. I was not driving it that great but I could feel the rush in my body and my quench for that feeling was satisfied. I was sated and I had what I wanted, but for how long will I stay satisfied?

September 30

I Am From

america-vs-Germany

My heritage is a loving combination of two enemies. My grandparents met and married in the 1940’s, the time of most conflict between their two nations. The grandmother hales from north eastern Germany, she spent her childhood in a war torn Germany and only went to school until grade nine. My grandfather, however was well educated and was born in Omaha, Nebraska. Both my grandparents have deep roots in Germany and I have recently found out that my early ancestors were ruthless Vikings! My grandfather was an American citizen but decided to move back to Germany in 1941 before World War Two ended, this is when he met my grandmother. My grandfather was only 15 when he moved back and was drafted into Hitler’s youth a year after he arrived in Germany. My grandfather fought in World War 2 for a year, meanwhile my grandmother was living in Cologne, Germany having to survive relentless air attacks from the Americans. My grandmother lived in an area where lots of factories and industrial areas were, this was a less than ideal location because the Americans targeted the German infrastructure in order to slow down the production of weapons.

In 2010 I had the opportunity to go back to Germany with my grandmother, Allette. We went back to the same area where she grew up in rural northeastern Germany and to the house in Cologne where she survived World War Two. She told endless stories of the war time and I listened to every word, fascinated at the bravery of a woman who I had seen as a feeble old “Oma” for most of my life. One story in particular stood out to me; towards the end of World War 2 the bombing became even more frequent and deadly as Hitler dropped defenses on the Eastern Front. Allette was forced to leave Cologne and go back north to the place she was born. She told me how her father and her rode a couple of bikes back north having to leave everything behind. She remembers having to hide in the ditches alongside the road as the Nazi’s drove tanks and armed vehicles down the road they were biking on. Needless to say it was a very emotional return to the place war had affected so many.

As World War 2 came to a close my grandfather was still in the German army as an American citizen. When the Americans defeated the Nazi’s they forced all the German soldiers into concentration camps around Germany, my grandfather was one of those soldiers. He tried to explain that he was an American citizen to the American soldiers but they did not believe him. He eventually got ahold of my grandmother’s father who made the trip down to the camp he was being held so he could vouch for my grandfather. He was eventually set free and then had to make the decision to either move back to North America or stay in Germany with my grandmother. My grandfather chose to move back to the country where he was born leaving my grandmother in a bad situation, she was a German trying to get into the U.S.A. right after World War 2. They found a way in which she could get into America, get married. So right before my grandfather left for the land of the free he got married to my grandmother. It took a few months for my Oma to get her visa but she eventually moved to Iowa where my Opa was waiting for her. They moved to a farm in rural Iowa and started the Korporal Dairy Farm. My Opa was a renowned inventor and created a few things that made farming a little more efficient for them. Unfortunately my Opa developed Parkinson’s disease and passed away one year before I was born. I never had the chance to meet this incredible man but his legacy will live on in my mind forever.

September 30

Should Aurora Theatre Stay?

DIPLOMA EXAM PREPARATION:

Dear Prosper Town Council,

I’m Kerry Sinclair and I’m a recent graduate from the Prosper High School. The purpose of me writing to you today is regarding a very important issue that is being brought up in every corner of the town that you go to, which is regarding the Aurora Theatre Closure. The theatre is to be located at 1701 Enterprise Way,Prosper,Alberta. The proposal that was received from Councilor Stan Coates states that the closure of the theatre is to be done by the end of this year, which if followed through with will leave the towns people with no other entertainment place, and disappointment.

The proposal of closing down the Aurora Theatre should be rejected because it is the only theatre that is available to the citizens of the town; stood there for more than 75 years. Instead of closing the theatre we can make it useful for many other things such as, having live performances done by groups in the town, having fundraisers rather than just watching movies. After reviewing the results of the 3 year Academic Study, it has shown that kids are becoming really anti-social, and are isolating themselves from social interactions, so if we keep the theatre we can put on shows and performances that the younger audience will enjoy. This will be an encouragement to the youth to come out and watch, making them more aware of what they are missing out in their town. The youth of today are capable of downloading movies and other live musicals on to their high tech devices but doing that they are missing the real meaning of performances, the true value of the people doing it live in front of their eyes. If a performance was to happen at the Aurora Theatre and the youth came out along with their families to watch, it will give them family time to bond and do something together, because I  have also been through that stage where I have isolated myself and being anti-social is not much fun nor a good experience. Keeping the theatre will let the youth of today know what it feels to bond with one another and to spend quality time with the people they love the most.

Although many people have  agreed to closing the theatre, there are plenty of people whose voices are yet  to be heard. Sue Chan, she posted to her blog recently stating that “I luv hanging out with my friends at the theatre. It’s one of the only fun places left 2 go in town” and Frederick Oman says “Hey, did you see that GREAT 24 hour horror flick marathon @ the AURORA?”, these two individuals have not only given their opinions indirectly but have also told us the benefits they receive from the Aurora Theatre. If we end up closing the theatre what will happen to Sue and her friends? Will they enjoy spending time together somewhere that’s boring and they totally hate? Or will Frederick be able to watch marathons of movies whenever he pleases? We only see the negatives in the movie theatre but we don’t recognize the benefits of having one present. As seen on the map, Aurora Theatre is located between a Diner and a Coffee House, which is across from the Fitness Centre and the Youth Centre it is the perfect location where a lot of the citizens from the town probably spent most of their time on a daily bases. If the council decides to let the movie theatre remain where it is, it will become beneficial for the people of the town and the youth. Aurora, it allows people to come there and relax, to have fun and if we destroy the place what fun will remain? The theatre is not an ordinary place, in fact its more than a landmark, many of the older citizens have had beautiful, heartwarming memories attached to the place because its old as 75 years. Elderly citizens may have taken their beautiful wives on dates to the theatre and are still doing that whenever they get the chance here and there, who are we to destroy a memorable place for innocents?

In my opinion the council should reject the proposal of the closure of Aurora Theatre, not only because it’s a landmark but also because it gives an opportunity for people to come out and enjoy their time. Aurora Theatre should remain for the sake of the citizens of the town. Taking all my points into consideration, I hope it will give you time to reconsider your decision regarding our town theatre.

 

Sincerely,

Kerry Sinclair

September 30

The Ugly Face Of Fame

Celebrities: they are the people who we all wish to be. We get jealous of some of them because of their fame and riches. But believe it or not, they can be some of the thoughtless people in the world.  I don’t really understand why they are careless and live their lives the way they do. I know that celebrities are under scrutiny for everything they do, which might be a little unfair to them, but this is something that comes with their careers. I do think that they should do everything they can to set a good example or be a role model, as much as possible. I guess this is because I have never lived their lifestyles, but I can’t help but think that with just a little bit of consideration of their actions, some celebrities would save themselves the embarrassment, shame and guilt.

For example, Carlos Irwin Estevez or as we all know him as Charlie Sheen, has stared in multiple shows and movies. Most noticeably, he is most known for the comedy show, Two and a Half Men, where he was paid almost $2 million/episode. With a net worth of $125 million, it was almost as he had everything one could ask for in the world. Well apparently not, because he was involved in a number of charges, but like all celebrities he got the “Celebrity Treatment” and became the star of the show, Anger Management. Another example would be of Lindsay Lohan, as we all know used to be the Disney starlet that everybody used to like. Now, she has a drinking problem as well as multiple other legal issues. Sadly, these career interruptions started happening after she starred in numerous successful movies and shows that made her one of the richest and most promising stars under 30. Additionally, Aaron Hernandez, a promising future star in the NFL became involved in a controversial murder of his former friend.  This is also very unfortunate because he had just been granted five-year, $37.5-million contract with 13 million in guarantee and signing bonuses. What a way to throw out a party right?

I guess we will never find out why celebrities do these kinds of things. It is one of those questions that I think will always be left unanswered; kind of like how some people would say that there is no after life because no one has come back on earth to tell the tale….

http://www.usatoday.com/story/sports/nfl/2013/09/06/aaron-hernandez-arraignment-grand-jury-fall-river-murder-odin-lloyd-ernest-wallace-carlos-ortiz/2776857/

http://www.people.com/people/lindsay_lohan/

http://people.com/people/charlie_sheen/

 

September 30

Trying to escape a rough life.

In present day America, drugs, gangs, murder and all sorts of shunned activities plague almost every major city of the country. One of these neighborhoods, South Chicago was particularly known for all these bad things and living in the center of it was Trey, a 18 year old boy. Trey had higher aspirations to get out of the hood and live a better life for him and his mother. Just at the mere age of 2 his father abandoned his family leaving the family to fend for themselves. Trey did have an older brother that was 5 years older than him, but he was caught in a cross fire  of a gang shooting when he was 10. Just Trey and his mother were left in the family and she was left to work 2 jobs to provide for him. As time went by, America’s economy collapsed and she was left jobless. With a crumbling economy and no money, Trey started pushing drugs when he was 16  and it became a life Trey would certainly regret. Just 2 months into selling crack cocaine, Trey was caught and spent 2 years in a juvenile detention center.   In there he contemplated about his life and where it would head and from there he vowed that he would get his mother and himself out the hood one way or another.

Fresh out from the detention center, Trey’s best friend, Keith, was there to pick him up. Leaning on his rickety 89′ Honda, they both came up to each other and they did their signature hand shake. “C’mon hop in the car man, you missed a lot while you were locked up in that little boy house, you gotta come to taco bell now, they got some new taco’s you will love,” yelled Keith. “Not right now, you got to take me up to my mom’s house, haven’t seen her in a long time since she last visited me,”. Trey threw his stuff into the back seat of the car and he got into the passenger set. The car was in really bad shape, rust on the outside, the rims were just as rusty as the car itself, inside smelt like an old abandoned house and the seats were slashed and had tape to hold the cuts together. “What the hell  happened to your car, it was normal before I went in. Man this car needs a miracle to to get fixed,”. “Stop cussing my car, she went through struggles and at least it still runs, otherwise you’d be taking the whack transit out of here,”.

They pull up to Trey’s house and they both get out of the car. Trey’s mom comes out in a modestly long bath robe tied up and with hair curlers on. “Trey! get over here you lanky son of a-,”. ” Ma, calm down,”. She goes up to him and embraces her son. “Whats good miss.C,  I brought your boy back so I’m going to head out back to my house,” exclaimed Keith. Trey and his mother walked back to the house and she went straight for the stove. She started cooking up his favorite food, pasta and sauce with meatballs in them. “So how’s the block now Ma, anything new going on?”. “Nothing new really, same old bull that goes on in these streets.Grown men fighting each other killing themselves and selling drugs. Girls are worse though, they go for these ignorant fools that just might get them killed. Damn shame what world we live in boy,”. “Uh well that’s a lot to take in Ma, say do you know how I could go back to school, you know, community collage or something? I ain’t going to act a fool no more and push these drugs around the street’s no more,”. “I don’t know, you go look down the block, they got a new little place you could sign up for just down the block. Why the hell do you even want to go to school anyway? You just going to end up in jail again or even six feet under for all I know,”. ” Whats gotten in to you Ma, you sound like a goof for all I know, now can I have some food and I’ll be on my way out,”. “Whatever here you go,”. She slides the plate of food down the table to Trey and he gets it right before it could slide off the table.

As he eats he picks up a phone to call Keith to pick him up. Keith tells him he will come right after he does something. Trey steps outside and waits for Kieth to come and he pulls up. “get in the car man! Quick times!,”as he yells frantically. Trey runs in and he can see all the perspiration on Kieth’s forehead. He asks whats wrong and Kieth simply tells him has happened. He tells him that he just stabbed a gang member and that their after him. Trey, confused tells him to stop and drop him off near the community collage just a few blocks ahead. Trey runs out the car and at his quickest pace, he runs to the school. He barges in the door and stops to catch his breath. The lady at the front office asks him if he’s alright. He tells her that he was just running from a potentially chase that could have occurred but he at least escaped. From there he enrolled in the collage and tells the school about how he at least finished high school in the prison with fair marks. He went enrolled into a business degree and was excited about finally helping out his mom. As he steps outside a van was awaiting his exit from the school, 6 large individuals all  wearing similar colored clothing were waiting for him outside and they said they saw him go into the school and waited for him for 2 hours as he was inside enrolling into the school. Insisting that he tell them where Kieth headed,Trey said no and told them to go away as he wanted no part of this.  After some warnings and cusses were exchanged and after that one of the gang members pulled a gun and shot Trey 4 times. They all ran away while Trey collapsed on the ground. Looking up to the sky which was getting darker, Trey thought about how in just one day he ended up here laying on the ground and dying. Life was fading from this lost boy who just wanted to escape a life dominated by what just got him killed, gang violence. Trey died in hospital an hour later and by his side was just his mother silent and telling the covered up body, “Why, why me? I lost everything,”.

I just the way life is and sometimes you can escape the way you living in.

 

September 30

My love-the monster

I am walking down to the river in my white sweatpants and a grey oversize pullover, with my long, straight, black hair blowing in my face. I am sitting watching the sun rise higher into the sky; the sky that is baby blue, with clouds still sleeping, covering the sun but leaving gaps for it to shine its orange rays and make its reflection. The air is cold as if it were winter season, though it is only the beginning of fall. I get up and start walking down the river. I hear soft sounds so I turn, it was just a rabbit. I continue walking through the shaved grass, listening to the birds waking up their little ones, leaves rustling and the wind still blowing its cold air, but slowly. I find a comfortable spot and sit. Peace is what I feel and calm is how my body feels. I hear footsteps but I don’t turn because they sound familiar. He holds my shoulders and sits beside me with his arm still around my shoulder. Its quiet so all you can hear is the rapid, soft flow of the river but the harmonious sound of the water when it hits the banks. We talk and laugh, and blend our voices with the voices of nature. I don’t want this to end. I get up and tie my hair into a loose ponytail, then walk over to the banks and dip my feet into the freezing cold water, almost numbing my toes. I close my eyes and picture me floating away in the river. Chills run up my spine. All together in unison, the birds stop chirping and the rabbits disappeared. The wind stopped blowing but it needlessly got colder. I took that as an indication or warning, as if to say that there is something bad with the water, yet it felt too good.

“Tell me what you felt and heard was happening when you shut your eyes in the river.”

“I felt as if I was floating into the river and I got the chills. But I heard something from him-like he moved something or took something out of his pocket, then I heard a click, but I can’t make out what it was.”

“How do you know he took something out of his pocket?”

“I heard his keys.”

“Then what happened?”

“Then when I opened my eyes I looked at him. I stared into his eyes and told him to come into the water, but he refused. His face looked distraught so I asked if everything was okay. Then he just stared and said of course, I love you that’s all. And then I put my sneakers back on and then he said, lets go for a walk. I felt uncomfortable because he was acting strange but I agreed because he’s always away and I wanted to spend this time with him. He got up and walked into the river and I asked what he was doing and he just said i’m going for a walk.

(sobbing)

I wasn’t in the right mind to process what was happening; I guess I was too mesmerized by the fact that I was actually spending time with him.”

(crying)

“It’s okay, you’re safe now. Keep your eyes closed. What happened next?’

“Then he sat on the rock beside me and put his arm around me. We sat there quietly and then his wrap tightened. His fingers bruised into my shoulders and I was screaming, telling him to let go. He wouldn’t. I was crying and wasn’t thinking right. I reached for the rock beside me on my left and jammed it onto his knee. He yelped so he let go, so I ran but he tripped me and I hit my head on the rocks. My eyebrows dried up with dry blood and the color of the blue water became red.

(Crying)

I was screaming for help but no one was there. I assume the gun was the click I heard because he put that on my head. I couldn’t see very clearly because my head was in the water and it was flowing into my eyes and ears and he was holding my neck and choking me; I was overcome with fear and adrenaline. Again I reached for a rock, but I was in too much pain.”

“What was he saying to you?”

“He was just cursing me and said that if I can’t be his, I can’t be anyone else’s. He was holding the gun right on my forehead and I said, I love you and I won’t tell anyone, it’ll be our little secret. He put me up and said, how stupid do you think I am. I was just crying hysterically. I didn’t know what to do, I thought I was going to die.”

“Why did he say that? What did he mean?”

“A few months back before I knew him, he was part of some gang and he was the head distributor of some kind of illegal substance. One day I went out for dinner with my girlfriends at a bar, they had a wing special, so we thought it would be nice to get out and enjoy ourselves. He was there with his friends and he came to me and we started talking. I thought he was drunk because we were at a bar so I never expected anything to happen between us, but eventually after a few dates we became a thing. And at this point we had known each other for one month and I still didn’t know he was a member of a wanted gang. Later when I went to his house to pick him up for a dinner we were invited to, I saw on the news that he was wanted for first degree murder and the distributing of illegal substances. I freaked out and reached for the phone but he stopped me. I was panicking and then he took out a gun and said that if I tell anyone especially the police he will kill me just like he did to the other victim. And since then I’ve kept quiet. A few weeks passed and I was in town alone. He had left to go do “business” in another city. I went to my classes and started to hangout with another male. We were to go to a friends birthday dinner together but he couldn’t make it so he left me a voice mail explaining why. When he came back into town he stopped at my apartment without informing me and heard the voice mail. From then I guess he got scared that I would tell someone and that’s why he pulled the gun at me at the river.”

“You’re in a better place now. You have friends and family here you can lean on. Whenever you are ready you may continue, but keep your eyes closed.”

(blowing nose)

“Then he says I am not going to go to jail because of you. I’ve done this several times before and I will not get caught because of you, therefore, you must go and then I can go and check more things off my checklist. I remember cursing at him and calling him a sick, twisted freak. He shut his eyes and put my face back into the water and then pulled the trigger. The bullet went into my stomach and I remember I just floated away like a starfish. For the next five or so minutes, I have no idea what happened but then my sweater hooked onto something and I carefully pulled myself onto the grass. I took my sweater off and wrapped it around my wound tightly but gently. I didn’t know where he went and I didn’t care anymore, I just wanted the freak locked up. I was walking for ten minutes now and I saw his jacket on the ground; I knew he was nearby. I scanned the area and saw him cleaning off my blood from his white shirt. Idiot, I thought to myself, the blood stain wont come off. I grabbed a rock and crept up behind him as quietly as possible. At this moment I didn’t care what would happen to me, as far as this monster was dead. As soon as I thought I had a good aim, I hit him with all my power on his head with the rock.

(Crying)

I took a step back and took a deep breath. I just realized that I had killed someone. Blood was oozing everywhere and oddly enough, tears were rushing down my cheeks. But the worst thing, when I turned around I saw a picture of us together at dinner with all our friends. It was in his jacket pocket. The tears came down faster and hotter. Were they from the satisfaction that everything was over, or from the fact that I just lost my love?

September 30

Disney’s Subliminal Messages

Disney is equal with innocent morality stories and fluffy rodents singing songs of hope and joy. For instance the beauty and the beast. The beauty and the beast is about a wealthy merchant who lived in a mansion with his three daughters but the youngest, belle, is the nicest by heart where as her sisters were evil and greedy. What the movie shows young children is that the good person always wins and the bad person loses. The story depicts a utopia society in which good people overcome the obstacles put by the evil person. Also the story portrays the ideal villain: strong, evil, and to some level motivated. Young children are thought to always be the good person as the good person always prevails over the villain. I believe that to some level it’s okay to portray such a message but in the real world these things become kryptonite. The film “Beauty and the Beast” works on the motif of “looks don’t matter”. However a closer look at the story reveals this as a false portrayal. In the climax of the film the beast transforms back into a handsome guy, allowing him to live happily ever after with the attractive Belle. This totally contradicts the film’s supposed message of “looks don’t matter”, because if that were true, the transformation would not exist. If little children grow up and in their young adult lives believe that the good always prevails over the bad they will be destroyed when they are disappointed when someone evil achieves success. Also the character belle has a size-zero look which is replicated by every single Disney princess in movies. Most likely because in the 1930s, ideals of beauty were different from now. Women were portrayed to be sexy or hot only if they were skinny or in the real world anorexic. Many people (mostly women), have hated Disney over this portrayal of women, claiming that the images have inspired anorexia and eating disorders in young women. This type of message is wrong and should not be portrayed in young adults.

September 30

School?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_ZmM7zPLyI

Why do we go to school? We got to school to receive an education an education which we put forth into a future career perhaps. Do we really need to go to school for education because many famous people like Bill Gates know for Microsoft, Steve Jobs Apple, and Thomas Edison inventor of the light bulb never went to college or university to finish a degree?  These men created great revolutionary products yet they have no degrees. These men were inspired and that’s what school should be about inspiring individual minds not grades.

Many of us got to school by memorizing most of it and yes we pass and are successful. Our society is built on this idea that we need to go to school in order to be successful so what most of us do is focus on getting those high grades in order to pass that many of us have lost the main purpose of school. We let grades and marks decide who we are as a person. When we are better than these marks and grades. The best education we receive is through the life encountering the many hardships and learning a thing or two and discovering our interests. “Education is about inspiring one’s mind not just filling their head”.  Many people graduate school without being inspired so they have all this knowledge from school but have no clue what to do with it. I myself am I grade 12 yet I have no clue what to do next with my life. I am not saying this is the case for everyone there are many students who know what they are going to do in life and you can say have been inspired, but there many of us who haven’t. School although has been successful at inspiring some students, it does not seem this is their main goal. They teach us about 4 core subjects Math, Ela, Social, and Science but many of us struggle to apply them to our everyday lives because we are so stuck up on these grades. The reason schools may fail at inspiring us is that these grades mean everything it’s what decides the one who succeeds and the one who doesn’t.

I am lucky that I go to a great school where teachers stress on these applications but many other schools teachers can careless. These applications of knowledge to our everyday lives help inspire us and we are able to find our interests.  I believe we all should reassess what we are doing in school and look at it as an opportunity to be inspired. We shouldn’t be stuck up on grades because if we can get past these numbers we can discover or create or learn something new or even solves problems we already have and that I believe is someone who has been successful  an “educated man. ““ If you don’t build your dreams someone else will hire you to help build theirs. “