You are an astronaut. Describe your perfect night!!
Day 148
Dear Diary, they’ve given up hope on returning me to earth. How could I have been so stupid to believe that everything was going to be okay and that they would save me. To make matters worse, the starvation is beginning to get to me, I don’t know how much longer I could have left to live. I’m beginning to go mad with the confined space around me, with no voices but my own and the ones inside my head… How is one supposed to live in their final moments knowing they’re going to die and not be driven mad by the though of it, guess I will find out soon…
Day 149.
Dear Diary, I’ve come to the realization that death is unavoidable in my circumstances and sitting here in space with only my thoughts is making me go crazy in everyway. How do I cope? How do I get out of here? Help me…
Day 150.
Dear Diary, you’re so smart! Write a story to drive away my negative thoughts. Hahaha I’m not crazy, no. I know today’s going to be different. I could, I could write a story, you know to clear my mind, like you said.
“The stars are out and I can’t stop myself from smiling, I stare up at them every night before falling asleep. But this night, this night is different from all the rest. Tonight wasn’t like ordinary nights; many would say it could have been the perfect night. I was a million miles away from home, had not a care in the world and no one by my side, just me, myself and I. It was perfect on account that all I had done that day was lay in my bed with the air blowing against my face keeping me cool and calm. My arms were resting behind my head keeping it propped up just enough for me to be able to see out the window. I could have stayed laying there looking out upon those stars for hours, if not days. The beauty that each star had sparkled against the moonlight. The stars now a days were the only thing that kept me smiling. Being alone all the time got me down sometimes, but that is what I enjoy, being by myself with my thoughts and the stars. It gives me time to relax and to find out who and what I truly am. Peace and quiet, with the only reason for spoken words was to the stars, but even then the stars leave me speechless and breathless with all their beauty. That is what my perfect night is all about, being with the one thing that makes me smile and enjoying the beauty of the world; the stars, but then aliens attack me!
Haha see Diary those words. Yeah I knew you knew where they came from, that book I read. I just made the ending better than they ever could! I’m not crazy! Haha just smarter than these authors could ever be! I-. I wrote the perfect ending see! Aren’t you proud of me Diary?
Diary?
Diary, are you there?
Where’d you go?
Day 151.
Dear Diary, Hahaha I’m not crazy. I’m not crazy. I’M NOT CRAZY.
I CAN’T TAKE THIS ANY MORE THE WALLS, THEY’RE CLOSING IN ON ME. Diary? Am… I crazy?
Day 152.
Dear Diary, the voices say I can’t be your friend anymore… They say you’re no good for me and that you’re the one that’s crazy… Are they right, Diary? Is this true? Diary, we can’t be friends any more… Those voices, they said they were going to kill me if I talked to you anymore… I guess this is goodbye Diary… Will you be okay with out me here to talk to you each day?
Diary I know you’re upset just please say something so this isn’t harder than it has to be.
DIARY! TALK TO ME! I NEED YOU.
I guess that’s just it then. You’re done speaking to me? THEN I’M DONE TOO!
Goodbye Diary… forever.