Still I Rise
by Maya Angelou
You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I’ll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
‘Cause I walk like I’ve got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.
Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I’ll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don’t you take it awful hard
‘Cause I laugh like I’ve got gold mines
Diggin’ in my own backyard.
You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I’ll rise.
Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I’ve got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?
Out of the huts of history’s shame
I rise
Up from a past that’s rooted in pain
I rise
I’m a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that’s wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.
I Forgive You
by Suhaani Jain
Do you remember how I was hurt with your words?
Do you remember how it made me feel?
Do you remember how I told you to STOP?
Do you still hear my screams and shrieks at night?
Because I can still hear your words…
Echoing in my ears…
every day,
every minute,
every second…
of my life.
Does it bother you I learned from my mistakes?
Does it bother you I finally accepted who I am?
Does it bother you I stopped seeking your approval?
Because I just don’t care anymore.
Does it bother you that I am not one of your puppets anymore?
Does it bother you I stopped letting you drag my soul down?
Does it bother you I stopped crying myself to sleep?
Because I now sleep in peace.
Does it bother you that I am more capable than ever?
Does it bother you that I stopped caring about and listening to your words?
Does it bother you that I am confident?
Does it bother you that I let go of things that weighed me down?
Because I did and I couldn’t be more happier.
Does it bother you that I MOVED ON?
Because I realized you
weren’t worth
My pain,
My tears,
And my life
has never been better.
Reason Why…
It’s like
Gripping
On to shards of glass,
Believing it would numb the pain.
But I realize it cuts deeper than the surface.
Ripping open the capillaries
With no hesitation,
Severing the nerves
Without a second thought.
By the time I realized
it did more harm than good,
It was too late.
The damage had been done.
The work of the monster/enemy
Is now
irreversible.
For the longest time, I thought this friendship was worth the pain and suffering. I gave it many chances, hoping each day, the next would be better, and hoping each day it would be worth my while. I stood by you when the whole world was against you. I supported you at your absolute worst. I was there when you needed a shoulder to cry on. I was there when your so called “friends” betrayed you. I always believed in you, and I went out of my way to protect you and stand up for you. I disregarded the hell you put me through because I saw that you needed a friend. I went against everyone who loved and cared for me. I went against those who wanted the best for me and those who told me to stay away from you, they said you would cause nothing me but pain and despair. That you would fill my life with nothing but darkness. I stood up against EVERYONE for you. I myself was broken, yet I pulled myself back up so I could be there for you. You used me, lied to me, took advantage of me and my friendship. Every single time, I gave you a chance, I wanted you to prove to me that I was right about you. I wanted you to prove to me that you weren’t what others were saying you are. Instead, all you ended up doing was proving them right, each and every single thing they said about you was true. You proved me wrong. You pushed me down repeatedly, but, then you picked me back up, only to push me back down again. You made me feel absolutely worthless. Even after all this when you were in my position, I took you under my cocoon and protected you. You repeatedly broke me and my trust. Yet, I forgive you, for the times you used me, for the times you made me live in self-loath, for all those times you disrespected me and this friendship. And I forgive you because I don’t want to remember you in anyway. I don’t want any part of you in my life. Moving forward I want to be able to remember those moments in my life that I cherish and am proud of and none of those moments involve you. None.