November 3

The Truth About Humanity and The World Around Us

Everyone’s life experiences that they encounter are different and this is what shapes their identity. People can either be fortunate or less fortunate depending on the environmental factors that an individual is living in. The concept of poverty and survival is something that is often ignored in very advanced societies. Individuals who live in a country with very little resources have to go through a process of trial and error in order to survive.

The photograph exhibited is a picture of young elementary school children crossing a river in the Philippines in order to get to school. The focal point of this visual is the three kids who are struggling to attain balance on the raft. This further signifies how they are working together in order to overcome this risky challenge of crossing a deep river. The photographer has blurred the background for a more closeup effect in order to make the subject of the photo stand out. They are isolated and can only depend on each other for survival. The attire of the children is very washed out. The clothing of the material is very thin and will not keep the children warm or dry when the weather changes. The kid’s faces symbolize a sense of innocence. They seem to be very happy even though their current state can be very fearful. It could be a very scary experience if one of the children lose their balance and fall into the river. This could put the children’s lives at risk as there would be no help around. 

People in other countries like Canada do not realize how lucky they are to live in a country with an abundance of resources. We tend to complain about the things we don’t have whereas, on the flip side, there are people living in a state where they have to use what little things that they have in order to survive. Sometimes we tend to hate going to school or work after a long weekend. From waking up early to taking a bus or car in order to get to our destination. In other countries, there are not many facilities available and getting to school could be a journey that would take hours. It would normally consist of a routine with very many hurdles that people have to cross. These innocent children have to face all of these battles alone without support from a parent. When high school students have to decide about decisions such as applying for post-secondary, scholarships, or student loans, we tend to ignore the fact that we should be thankful that we have very experienced counselors and parents who we turn to for help when making these decisions that shape our future. Children in third world countries, like the Philippines, can sometimes be orphans and have to learn all sorts of life skills on their own. The fear of being able to survive every day is something that Canadians do not normally worry about every morning. In countries facing poverty, there can be many unexpected dangers that can be encountered in which individuals need to be prepared for. Natural disasters such as earthquakes and tsunamis can occur at any time in these countries. This can wipe out a whole family and destroy the future of children who yet have so many years ahead of them to live.

Individuals brought up in very industrialized countries tend to take so many things for granted. We have access to basic needs such as clean water and shelter, but we never appreciate it. Sometimes we waste these resources by leaving the water tap or room light on when it is not in use. This is something that I can admit to. I sometimes think more about the things that I want and do not have. Individuals tend to be so self-focused that they often forget what is going on around them. People can be very selfish and worry about themselves when it comes to achievement. Children tend to wonder about how their future would look like when it comes to what they want to become, but those who are attempting to survive in a world of loss may not even be able to achieve their dreams. It is so heartbreaking to see a world torn apart solely due to the fact that they are unable to escape this cycle of poverty. It is vital for fortunate individuals to show a sense of sympathy. 

We are very lucky to have a government that has contributed to humanitarian causes and provided foreign aid to third world countries. Canadian citizens should take some time out of their day to remember those who are struggling and homeless. Donating a little bit of money to foundations such as The World Partnership Walk can make such an impact on a family living on very little. This can provide them with access to clean water, food, education, and proper transportation. Donating for a good cause is an act of kindness that can bring a sense of personal satisfaction to one’s soul.

 

December 3

My Sense Of Identity

A person’s identity is something that is made of multiple components consisting of an individual’s dislikes, like, and beliefs which could also change over time. But we often choose to hide our identity as they represent who we are, which makes us unique from others and as a result we hide it because we want to fit in with our peers. This can be seen through my life as I had to hide my identity which I developed during my experimentation with new activities that turned into a hobby which was Airsoft.  One of reasons I hid my identity was that my mom disapproved  of this identity I developed as she hated the risks that came with it such as getting injured, or heading down the wrong path, and she would do anything to stop me from perusing it even if it is threatening me to sell my gear if I continued down this path. But that was not one of the main reasons I had hidden my identity, I hid my identity because of my peers and the constant amount of teasing and harassment I get from it, as all I wanted to was to fit in.

Throughout time, I Started to develop a stronger desire to not only open up to others, but to show people my whole identity, as just telling people the part of my identity that will help me fit in just does not feel right, because I am covering up a big portion of my identity which made me who I am, a competitive, determined, and kind individual which I developed from the Airsoft community I join. At some point, I got over the obstacle of hiding my identity, because why hide the key factor that helped me develop multiple identities in me that I never knew I had. As a result I started to actively embrace it by not only sharing the part of my identity that help me fit in with others, but also sharing the identity I hid, because from the fear that I may be rejected due to that identity being uncommon with my peers and the negative experience I had with sharing it.

And to this day I am proud of the identity I developed as an individual because the part of the identity that I hid away in the past has helped me develop identities that I never knew I had, which would help also help me in the future. Even if others do not like that part of my identity, I will not hide or change it because I am the one that gets to determine what my identity is.

 

“Never forget what you are, for surely the world will not. Make it your strength. Then it can never be your weakness. Armour yourself in it, and it will never be used to hurt you.”
― George R.R. Martin, A Game of Thrones

December 2

Self- Discovery

How have I struggled to come to terms with my sense of identity?

Identity.

It shapes our values and beliefs.

It’s what we represent.Related image

It’s the qualities and characteristics that make us unique.

It defines who we are.

My identity is composed of so many different elements in my life that are concrete. Yet, I still can not say that my true identity is set in stone. As my life goes on and I explore more of myself, my interests and relationships with people, I find that it’s always ever evolving. It’s hard for me to say what I am to become in the future, even if I am open- minded, and diligent in wanting to  achieve my full potential. It’s the confusion, fear, and the what if- moments that hold me back from establishing who I really am.

I think my sense of identity is most challenged by the standards set from the people who I choose to surround myself with. When I come into contact with these expectations, it makes me confused, indecisive, and just anxious. It makes it difficult to step back and say that’s not what I want. Everyone wants to give me title, a label or a definition of who they think I am, which is what makes its hard to combat this pressure to say what I really feel is me.

For most of my childhood up to as recent as grade ten, my parents have always wanted me to become a doctor. They would always tell me that, that profession is what I was always meant to be since I was young. So, for the longest time ever, I believed them and instilled that thought as I kept moving forward in my education. But coming up in to this high school, and interacting with new people who were there to tell me my options and that I was capable of achieving what I felt like I wanted to pursue and not what I’m supposed to be, helped guide me to seek beyond what I had considered my truth all these years.  As I am a very hesitant- natured person, it was challenging to embrace what I felt was my truth and for it to be accepted, because even though in the end, the final decision is mine, my family’s opinion will still and always influence me and the directions I take in life.

Finding myself is one struggle, but actually having to encounter and combat life- changing decisions, is the toughest part. The brick walls that I encounter are all pinpoints of my journey to discover my self- worth. And it will forever be ongoing until I know who I truly am.